bored.

i'm just bored.

i try to write.
i try to drive around and sing.
i try to pray.
i try to read.

all things that i love.

but i am just bored.

am i always going to work boring, meaningless jobs
just to pay the bills?
or will i ever feel like i'm "doing what i love".

i don't want to rush.
but i don't want to waste.

i don't want to be bored anymore.